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| WhatWhat the frick happened to the layout....
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I'll change it later...
(Maybe next year)
Anyways, out of random boredom I shall mention that I have patella femoral chondromalacia...
And apparently, with physical therapy, it will still take 6 months or more to heal...
And then a more , how to put it ... Oriental? Doctor? "Zhong Yi" Tells me I cannot drink milk, nor can I eat apples... Both of which I have been doing nearly every day for the past year... Wonderful... And no cold stuff at all... Not even salads... No wait, he said... You CAN have salads, but they need to be COOKED... You have got to be kidding me! Cooking my nice lettuce? T.T;; It's like the only 'green stuff' I really like too.... :'[ SO BASICALLY... even though it's summer, I can't have anything cold...... WONDERFOUL.
Hhmmm, well, it's almost the end of the school year for me...
Just need to play for the seniors on Friday...
On the tram thingy at Disneyland, I believe...
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| I couldn't resist!http://www.crunchyroll.com/forumtopic-7832/blind-cat-drawing/?pg=0
Ahaha, apparently this was a thread somewhere else too~ :]
Found this on crunchyroll~
You're supposed to draw a cat with your eyes closed~
I epicly fail~
Haha, almost off page~
With Tablet~
OFF PAGE
Why do I draw so biiig? o.o;;
I'll get to the Alphabet thing uhm.... later....
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| Going to do this... Eventually...http://rimfrost.deviantart.com/journal/23709410/
-might be me.-
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Saying it now instead of later:: I don't have lots of -favourites- . I'm very indecisive about stuff, and these things usually ask for one... But I'll probably have a million ideas and just not be able to name any at this moment... v.v;;
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- Available: I guess...?
- Age: :X Junior in HS
- Annoyance: I have quite a lot of pet peeves, really... But they may be random... I think a big one may be talking to me when I'm reading...
- Allergic: Uuugh... I used to have no allergies... Hmmm... In Taiwan I had gotten eye allergies... and I think I'm also allergic to dust...?
- Animal: Monkey fish! :D That's what I aaam~
- Actor: I... Don't know? I get short obsessions... Child actors in general are pretty awesome, though~
B
- Beer: Nooo thanks....
- Birthday/Birthplace: 2-20/ Here! And I'm not telling you where! :b
- Best Friends: Eeeeh... I dunnoes... :/ I don't like labeling peoples...
- Body Part on opposite sex: O.o;;; Wow... Even more I dunnoes... :X
- Best feeling in the world: It'd obviously be something explainable... Too bad I haven't felt it yet...
- Blind or Deaf: Music or Art? That is a tough one... But Music is a sub category of art... Hmmm... This is hard... =" '=; Deaf?? ah... neither!
- Best weather: Probably warm temps with strong breeze~~ But I'm not sure, again.... :b
- Been in Love: I suppose? I think I was?
- Been bitched out?: Uhm... Perhaps, but I wouldn't remember...
- Been on stage?: What KIND? Like... how big? At schools... Yes... So so so many times.... Haha... Required............
- Believe in yourself?: Sometimes, but not enough
- Believe in life on other planets: Perhaps... We are life on some other planet too... no?
- Believe in miracles: Perhaps, but a miracle is to be defined. To people of ages past, electricity itself is a miracle!
- Believe in Magic: Also to be defined... Would magic just be science unexplained? As with miracles... Electricity might've been magic, too~
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Believe in God: Some higher force... I can't say... I do and I don't? I'd feel guilty if I said I did, and I'd be lying if I said I didn't... I don't have a strong sense of self... :/
- Believe in Satan: ^ Perhaps...
- Believe in Santa: Now that... Not so much... Good will yes... People giving out presents @ Xmas, yes... Perhaps giving out presents and eating cookies... But unlikely to be having a list checked twice and a factory of elves... Where does he get the money to give out gifts in this economic 'crisis'?
- Believe in Ghosts/spirits: I would prefer not to... And I don't think I do... But my imagination gets the better of me... And the dark.... >.<;;
- Believe in Evolution: Hmmm... Also a maybe? The idea works, that much is true... But the evolution of man from monkey or dinosaurs and all things we cannot prove.... perhaps, perhaps not... Why can't more people find a combination of both... or accept that? It's all plausible reasoning... But you wouldn't... Couldn't know without a time machine or having been there yourself, witnessing the events!
C
- Car: Hehe, And old tan nissan quest minivan~ :b But currently enjoying a Toyota Camry... LE?
- Candy: LOTS :D Mmmmm Butterfinger Kit Kat Jolly Rancher Tootsie Roll Tootsie Pop Smarties & on & on & on~ :D
- Colour: Translucent
- Cried in school: Yes.
- Chocolate/Vanilla: Mmm Preferably Vanilla?
- Chinese/Mexican: What? What's that supposed to mean? Chinese is pretty darn vague too....
- Cake or pie: Probably Cake... I haven't had much pie....
- Countries to visit: Haha, every other one? :>
D
- Day or Night: Lalalalalala~ Both? Daytime and Nightime; Noon and Midnight~
- Dream vehicle: Eeer... The old Nissan minivan back in good shape I guess.... v.v;; ... ... ... But running on electricity? Haha! I don't know~
- Danced: Yes~ used to love to~ I remember prancing around the old house's living room~ I used to take ballet too... Used to..........
- Dance in the rain?: I don't think so.... I've sung in it... Relaxed and sat in it... But rain... And dance....? No, I don't think so... (Unless prancing around puddles or twirling in a circle with an umbrella counts...
- Dance in the middle of the street?: Prancing, jumping~ No real dance... Maybe a little tap... But how to define dance though? It may as well just be the movement of one's body~ :> Break dancing is dancing and so many others~~ Hmmm Hmmmmm~
- Do the splits?: I think I used to be very close.... Now.... No way!
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- Eggs: Scrambled? :b
- Eyes: Mine? Or the kind I prefer? Mine are brown...
- Everyone has: Define everyone, please and thank you~
- Ever failed a class?: Yes... I think...
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- First crush: Haha! How am I supposed to remember? I wonder whether it was David from Rainbow Bridge or before that... Because I know for a while... Some one day I lookfed through old stuffs and my brain says Ephviam... (Or my/or another's childish hand-writing) ... And I know that isn't a valid name now... Is it? I'm guessing it was Ephraim?
- Full name: CeeeeeeTeeeeeee :X
- First thoughts waking up: I generally come to wake between dreams... I think... But I completely forget when I do wake... I really dunnoes... v.v;;
- Food: Sweet stuffs? :D
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- Greatest Fear: There are too many.... :>
- Giver or taker: Hhhhm... In the extent of my life... I take... But all 'children' do... a bit...
- Goals: Eeeeeh? Traverse Europe with Nicinderyl I suppose... And lots of small and big things... Forgotten or not mentioned... To Tell Him...
- Gum: Non... D: I don't actually like gum... wierd, huh?
- Get along with your parents?: I suppose... But my mom reminds me that used to really be... well... the opposite of getting along... like... I was a quiet obedient baby... Then childish... And then crazy... and then porcupine... And now... somebody.... xD;
- Good luck charms: Not that I can think of...
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- Hair Colour: Black... but brown in light... haha... not a lot of seaweed in me diet... :b
- Height: Short.... v.v;;
- Happy: Depends... : >
^That was done sometime before the first comment~
V Today is 4/13/09 2:40 AM CA time~~ [but 6:40 PM heeeere~]
- Holidays: Funny funny thing, I'm in TW now, but not many people know... It is for only one week.... v.v;;
- How do you want to die: The other girl put laughing.... but that would be a bit.... weird.... :0 I would prefer not to know really.... KD;;;
- Health freak?: Very muchedly not... :I *Is deteriorating on the spot*
- Hate: Lots of things.... *sigh* Sometimes myself..... It really depends though~~ >' "<;;
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(In guys/girls)
- Eye colour: Brown? Dunnoes~ [Blue eyes are creeping me out after that horror movie.... >.>;;;;;;;;;;;]
- Hair Colour: ... .......... I don't know..... D: .... Just a thought though.... if you get married and live happily ever after, it will eventually become white.... :/ .... But I guess I might prefer not dyed hair... .... ? [Even though I did that a bit in middle school HAH]
- Height: Taller than me <3 <---What the lady before said....
- Clothing Style: Uuuuhm, I don't know??? [Has no sense in clothing herself]
- Characteristics: Uuuuuuugh.... I can't really think of these questions right now.... At least more positive than [I used to be] KD;;; I can't just say me, because I think I'm quite a bit happier now than I was some year[s] ago~ .... And maybe some other stuff that I cannot think of with teevee fruit and the heat gettin' to me.... >.<;;
- Ice Cream: ... I think this is a seperate category.... [I think] Either way.... Vanilla~ Cookies and Cream [is that what it's called?] and basically most sweet stuffs that aren't sour or.... minty.... :b
- Instrument: Hhhhmmmm.... I used to play the piano.... I think I was in a percussion class in elementary... but I can't really remember.... ~.~;;; Theeeeen~~ GU ZHEN <3 Reminds me I need to go look at mine and reminisce ;D Aaaaand.... I've been in schools' percussion sections for a while.... But it's usually simple stuff.... :I I had no clue what a timpani was.... and @ GCA we had no real xylo's or marimba's and the whatnot.... If you look at our 6th grade pics..... It's SERIOUSLY PATHETIC.... I feel like crying thinking of that.... >.>;;;;
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- Jewelry: Heh, all the necklaces and bracelets I get from relatives and keep on losing.... T.T ... I'M SORRY.... :'[
- Job: Student [@themoment]
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- Kids: Our opinion of 'em? Or if we want any? Whu? I consider myself one, though~ :D
- Kickboxing or karate: Hrrrmmmmm.... I took self defense in elementary..... I think I had a yellow belt or something before I quit...... :B I guess all styles of physical fighting/protection and whatnot is pretty cool~ Both?
- Keep a journal?: What, this? Or do you mean stuff uploaded everyotherday? :I Then nooooo~
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- Longest Car Ride: .... No clue.... I think we've stopped some times on drives to Reno/Lake Tahoe/San Diego & whatnot.... And those were all quite some years ago so........ :/ ?_?
- Love: Hrrrmmmm... Love is a very vague term.... It is defined by those who use it really..... I'd say I've never really loved anyone or anything but.... It may seem different to others..... >.<;;;
- Letter: C? T? KD~
- Laughed so hard you cried: Yeps~ Often~ I laugh at things easily~ :b ;;;;;;;
- Love at first sight: Hmmm, the belief? Or has it happened? I don't think so....
TBC......
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- Milk flavour: Chocolate * w *
- Movie: I don't need porn when I have ALIEN. <3<33
- Mooned anyone?: Yes, but only in comic-form xD Haha
- Marriage: Scaryyy ;____;
- Motion sickness?: Sticks with me whatever I do.
- McD's or BK: None of them.
N
- Number of Siblings: None.
- Number of Piercings: 5 in one ear, 3 in the other. Used to have a lip piercing, but got tired of it.
- Number: 5
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- Overused Phrases: Oh my god
- One wish: To stop worrying completely.
- One phobia: People.
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- Place you'd like to live: I'm very happy here in Norway at the moment n___n
- Pepsi/Coke: Coke xD
Q
- Quail: Sometimes.
- Questionnaires: D:
R
- Reason to cry: Feelings.
- Reality T.V.: I'm no fan, usually.
- Radio Station: I don't listen to radio xD
- Roll your tongue in a circle?: Oh yes <3
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- Song: Sigur Rós - Glósóli
- Shoe size: EUR: 36-37, US: 6
- Sushi: Heck yes! I'd eat it everyday >w<
- Skipped school: Yes ;0
- Slept outside: Uh-huh. And I was eaten by mosquitoes and ants </3
- Seen a dead body?: I have.
- Smoked?: Tried _once_. Never again.
- Skinny dipped?: Yes n___n
- Shower daily?: Mm..Every second day.
- Sing well?: I think I sound like a rabid moose.
- In the shower?: I do lots of things in the shower ;D
- Swear?: All the time > w >;;
- Stuffed Animals?: YES  My old teddybear from when I was born, Totoro, the Gothwhale, a lemur and an adorable ladybug I got from ~DiemetriX  It makes cute noises!
- Single/Group dates: Both
- Strawberries/Blueberries: Strawberries :0~
- Scientists need to invent: A teleporter.
T
- Time for bed: 6 am in the morning =___=
- Thunderstorms: Exciting * w *
- Touch your tongue to your nose?: No D;
U
- Unpredictable: TOO MANY DICKS ON THE DANCEFLOOR
- Under the influence?: Not right now >w<
- Understanding?: I consider myself relatively understanding.
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- Vegetable you hate: Tomatoes D:
- Vegetable you love: Carrot~!
- Vacation spot: Samana (Dominican Republic)!
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- Weakness: The voice in my head.
- When you grow up: I will invent a shrinking ray gun.
- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: None of them do. And I am glad n___n
- Who makes you laugh the most: *SaintSazzle
- Worst feeling: Being rejected.
- Wanted to be a model?: Not professionally.
- Where do we go when we die: Candy mountain? * w *
- Worst weather: Wind, rain..and slushy snow
- Walk with a book on your head?: Yes!
X
- X-Rays: No :0
Y
-Year it is now: 2009
-Yellow: Bright .___.
Z
- Zoo animal: Animals shouldn't be in a zoo *___*
- Zodiac sign: Gemini
LAST PERSON WHO…
1. Slept in a bed beside you?: You know who you are n__n
2. Last person to see you cry?: ~DiemetriX
3. Went to the movies with you?: My friend Per!
4. You went to the mall with?: *SaintSazzle
5. You went to dinner with?: Hmmm...Per, I think xD
6. You talked to on the phone?: My mom >w<
7. Made you laugh?: *SaintSazzle
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| Wow... Today sure is/was an eventful day... I think I had an interesting dream and then woke up...
I chatted a bit on MSN with Martin after getting another interesting email...
Very Chiao3 that Martin was taking his today. We were both on MSN. We were both taking the SAT for the first time. Also, we both took the PSAT twice. But he was in the 170s while I was in the 180s, I believe. I need to ask Beryl about her SAT score again and catch up with Xanga comments and Facebook. But, as the person that I am, I find that unlikely.
Hmm... On Friday I found out that Frank Yang knew Sarah P. :0 I though that Tiffany C knew her, but I was mistaken... Looking through my old emails, it was Sarah P that knew Tiffany's friend (a Sophia Dinh?)... I'm so sorry for the misunderstanding! On a sudden random note I think I did horribly on my SAT essay. I should also ask what Jonathan's SAT marks were. But, oh well, I might never know. Hm, I think I'll ask Kevin too. I can't believe he didn't notice that he had my Warcraft 3 CeeDees though...
Ah, that reminds me that Track 19 of CeeTee's CeeDee by Hurlax, does not convert into an Mp3... I think... That was the remake of Snow Patrol's Such Great Heights?
Oh, back to Friday, I was asking Frank Y about Challenger because I was curious... And, well, today I saw some 5 or so Challenger classmates. Wierd, isn't it? Oh, and Sunny in my Agebra 2 (which I shouldn't be in because I had already taken Geometry in GCA) class is Chong's sister? I never knew... I didn't get to ask him much though... Apparently he came to Challenger Berryessa around 4th grade... But by then I was already in Taiwan, but I did come back before! Aaaah, and I wonder, does Ms. Krough still teach there??
Oh oh, my thought stray so much. Then, I believe, I couldn't ask Frank much becuase class started and we walked in different directions? Oh well~
About today again... After leaving for the SAT @ EVHS (where I saw Chris Lo from GCA @.@; when I took my Chinese with Listening Test on Wesley's Birthday), I saw Anne! We were just in the car and Anne H was driving a big red Nissan Quest next to us~ :D Man, our's is like 16 year old... But we were in the odd green Toyota of course... The poor big tan Nissan minivan can't drive so far anymore... v.v;;
Hmm... Now I'm wondering why exactly did I choose to go to Evergreen to take tests? I think... I actually kind of hoped to not have to meet people I knew? And now look what's happened! [I don't want to get out of my little bubble. :< ] Oh! Ahaha, and I did not know until the day after, but Anne's birthday is the same as Wesley's! Wierd... (to me.)
Oh, and after seeing her and getting to EVHS, I saw Danny T at the curb where my mom dropped me off. Then I saw Olivia and her friend (whom I met @ a Key club Thanksgiving thing, but I don't remember her name). I didn't need to go far to find my name after realizing that the list for SAT Reasoning classrooms went by last names. I met someone who I didn't know and sort of helped her get to our SAT room. (I think I want to 'grow up' to do something that somehow helps people. Although I like my bubble, it makes me happy actually helping people face to face. I don't want to become the person that will always think, "Oh, well I'm helping the world in the Big Picture." Although planting trees may somehow relate to that, I think it's better than making artworks daily. Hmph, if only I would get off my big fat bum to do something.)
Ah, that reminds me, on Friday, after making a spectacle of myself by loudly shouting goodbye to Melody and Frank and others, my mom and I contemplated regret. I regret quitting the many choirs I was able to join. I regret being in a very tight shell with spikes when I first joined Rong Shing. I regret not getting DT's autograph, which I could now sell for maybe $50, when I sang for him then. I also regret quitting and not going to that trip to Europe. I regret that I did not do more to try when I was in Little Sun (or was it Little Earth?). I regret that I did not enjoy myself when we performed at Taipei City Hall (which I could put in a resume? :0 !). I regret quitting and not being a part of some competition that they were a part of somewhere in the world. I have lots of regrets and I always will; I am sure of it. That is the kind of person I am, but oh well. I think I would like to sing again, just to expand my range, but I don't know if I can... I am more open now, but I still can't really talk to people because I don't know what to say to popular culture and things people that 'hang out' a lot should know. So then often I think how safe my bubble is and ignore the rest. I think that's why I'm a bit afraid of my Facebook now and I don't want people reading this. It's because I feel my bubble is compromised. I can keep up with 20 or so people that really know me or distantly know me, but to keep up with anymore will... scare my bubble. For someone to know the me in between will really scare me, because I do not know what they think. Oh well... On to whatever i was talking about before *scroll*.
Oh, okay, after meeting this person that I helped get to A218, the 'line' began to move and I saw, for a minute I swear, Eric Chen. I'm like... *IT'S HIM* in my head, *IT HAS TO BE*. But I thought I would not see him again because the line pushed me back and EVHS seemed like a pretty darned big school. (I don't know why I thought it -had- to be him, but I think I remember faces pretty well, but not names.) Then when we got to our classroom (A218 which apprently teaches English), I sat in the front because a girl thought I could not sit next to her because the 'instructor' supposedly said they were supposed to space out. (BEEP BEEP RUN ON RUN ON) And then wow, I saw Sergio Vazquez who I did not see in a long time. He asked me how Piedmont was and I was very confused. My think too much personality said: Well, if he asks how Piedmont is/was, that implies he doesn't go there anymore because that's why he'd ask. But! If he does still go to Piedmont and I ask him where he goes now, I would seem very very rude. And then my train of thought's engine busted. He asked me something and something something led to DO you go to PHHS anymore? And no he doesn't. CT gets KO'd... Ahahaha~ And then a conversation that I couldn't hear very well in regarding Sandy T's presidency of Key Club and how it's all just party and not much helping others... >.<;
Then, sometime in the of the test Mary Poppins [It's a jolly holiday with you, Beeert] got stuckin my head and our instructor had a 'substitute' [who might be her son??] come in & left the classroom. Then apparently during a break, Danny knows Sergio~ And I made another Frerro Rocher flower that probably got squashed when I left the classroom. V.V; And so I walk out, say bye to Sergio, and see Britney [US Hist] and then suddenly Priyam? I think that's the order of events... And then note that Emily C, Patrick P, and Marissa are also there. Wieeerd... An not long later comes Eric Chen... Even wierder... Notes: Katelyn quit Crystal Children's Choir just two moths ago!! Noooooooooo~ Emily doesn't ice skate anymore. Emily met Eric again @ some piano thing? And oddly Eric knew that I left California... but I came back, and he thought it couldn't be me... I wonder who told him that... o.O; And he remembered! Also, Emily knows some girl that was in A218 with me who's in robotics which is also related to MEGNA. Uhm, yeah. (Hopefully she still doesn't read xangas and won't complain that I used her name? :D) I keep thinking about stopping my post mid-para and saying to be continued on Zimphvi.com just to see if I can get people to join, but I don't think that'll work. Haha~ Hmm, and somehow my thoughts stray to Arthur Tang who stayed at Challenger for a brief period of time and somehow knew Jonathan, but doesn't remember me. Not even his mom does, dangit! I was his partner in Phantom of the Opera too... >.>;; So Tiffany and Allan still keep in touch?? :0 Anywaaays... Man, I'm confused by myself.
Another random note: Eric goes to PH MS, which is right next to my old house, for Chinese School. Either way, all these thoughts are some how related, because:: I know Allan and Tiffany still keep in touch somehow because I was told to poke him last year at our Chinese school new year thing. And I think I saw his mom sometime this year? Which leads to the thought that Eric mentioned he went to PHMS for Chinese school and my remark that I went to Milpitas and then Emily methions she goes to Lynnbrook. Ahaha, yeah... *sweatdrop* Now I need to go find where my last thought ended? Or I think, because I don't want to bother and kind of remembered: I ended somewhere mentioning seeing all thes people. But I think that's mostly it really.
Anne & Danny didn't notice me when I said bye, nor did the rest of the Challenger group, but Emily is still nice and friendly... :] Although Megna says she has 'changed.' I think we all do, just that opinions differ. I, for one, have changed so much, but not quite enough. For while I want to make ties with people again, I am a bit stuck in the past which may have been implied by Emily Katz of GCA. [I can imagine people laughing right now.] I think I should stop this blog now... Hm! Oh! I almost forgot! So my mom and I go to the KFC/LJS a whiles away from Evergreen (In which I also forgot to mention we had a band festival there on Wednesday. Sergio goes to Oak Grove now, and they performed on Tuesday. [Imessed up on he end of Persis... T.T]) And somehow we get to talking about Katelyn and Eric, because I still cannot believe it... :0 She, mom, also metions how she really wants to see their little sister (which I almost forgot about, sorry!! v.v;) and now I want to to~ Because we both think she'd be especially cute. But that is beyond the point. During 'lunch', my mom reminds me to remind her to go to the PHARMACY. But as I have told her and a lot of people a bajillion times, I am not, not, not listening when I'm reading [The Complete works of Nathaniel West]. And I make a stupid joke saying that we're going to the Pharmer's Market? So after lunch we go to the "Pharmer's Market" and I hear Track 19 of CeeTee's CeeDee and say to myself I know this song~ :D And this is while writing random notes in purple Uniball Signo pen in a graphing/planner/drawing notebook from Workinghouse. And then suddenly! My mom comes back from the pharmacy and I see a classmate! Unbelievable (to me), because 1) I first thought, Teens usually aren't considerate enough to pick up medicine for their elders. Then 2) I see him driving of course, but it seems he drove his mom here... :0! Oh and this person is Eric (?) from US Hist as well... xD
I wonder why I'm bothering with the SAT when I kind of want to go to Community College to make an Art Portfolio to get a Digital Art Major. Which leads me to wonder where Tuscany is because I got a totally awesome offer to go to a MICA trip there. Problem is, I need a portfolio which Cindy does not have because she has not actually taken ANY art classes in the US since moving here. And now I wonder... Beryl mean UBC as in the UBC in Canada or BERKELEY???
Uhm... Well I suppose I will end this to not spam anyone who has actually subscribed to hear of my sad existence.
PS: got to Zimphvi.com! Because it is suddenly lots more awesome! :D
PPS: I actually have lots more thoughts but I am getting lazy and afraid of burdening this blog with 4k in words.
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Why has my list thing moved back to the left??? :<
Anywhos ::
I was playing the start letter with the letter you end with game with Lihn [Dessemerald will know :D]
So... To make it harder we decided nouns only... And somehow we got to a very competitive stage of:
Word must begin with 'N' and end with 'N' [And must be a noun as aforementioned.]
So I'm going to list some here and hope she doesn't know my xanga~ ^ ^;;;
Navigation
To be continued... 8D;;;
*Did I mention it's really really really hard?*
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